Monday, August 10, 2009
MOVED
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message left at 8/10/2009 10:46:00 pm
no you don't have to walk this cold path alone.
giving advice is difficult.
nevertheless, i won't back away if you need help.
and i'm not a professional okay. i'm just speaking from my point of view.
it's still up to you to accept or reject what i've said.
source (photo): deviantART
message left at 8/10/2009 12:26:00 am
Sunday, August 09, 2009
G.I. joe!
okie dokie, i just got home about 1 hr ago from the outing with SMs.was kinda QUIET at first, but became a little more talkative after drinking milk tea.
look guys, i'm NOT emo. i was just QUIET.
i just need time to warm up okay.
feels a little weird seeing everybody together again and stuff.
its kinda like what's stated in jolo's blog:
"You don’t wanna smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand."
something like that okay.
i'm not particularly upset or anything.
anyway, movie was great.
loving the technology and effects. ooh yeah~
jolo's issues made me reflect.
what the hell is love, relationships, partners?
there isn't a definite answer at all, is there?
to me, its all about complications, feelings, satisfaction and many more.
but really, sometimes i'll think "why go get yourself into complicated situations when you can choose to live a simple life" when people comes for advice.
and so, i really prefer relationships between friends.
i love my friends. sometimes, i think a little too much. haha.
having so many issues recently, i got comments that i've been sensitive lately.
well i have to admit, its my insecurity and stress working up i suppose.
not too sure about the source though.
i'm trying to keep myself in check.
that's all i can say for now.
anyway,
HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE (:
message left at 8/09/2009 01:24:00 am
Thursday, August 06, 2009
and so...
okay, so i didn't make it to the library afterall.joey and friends were like telling me to go home.
and so i did.
as usual, i turned on the computer.
but since the weather is so terrible now, i might as well relax for awhile right?
haha.
i jogged in the morning, and so my legs are aching now):
i hope saturday will turn out right.
gtg study asap.
after dinner i think.
maybe i will stay up a little later if i can't finish studying.
i'm glad i completed hap tutorial yesterday.
ahhh~ whatever.
message left at 8/06/2009 06:19:00 pm
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
PATIENCE is a virtue.
wednesdays were supposed to be the day when i can relax for the night.but right now, i'm sipping red bull and attempting to study.
gosh. its harsh times, but i'm trying hard to pull through.
just one more month, and i can really have a good break.
today, i realised Doctor Soon is really a person who can give good advice.
also, Dr. Soon is an awfully nice guy - very boyfriend material, an almost-extinct species.
good luck Dr. Soon, i'm sure the right girl will come your way. PATIENCE.
problems are still hanging around me, but they seem to be moving on.
the current issue now is selfishness.
all humans are fish mongers. yes, they sell fish.
i probably am a selfish person too.
however, its the extent of one's selfishness that matters.
i don't want to create more problems for myself.
that is also why i will try my best to overlook issues that (in actual fact) really matter to me.
i've had my share of conflicts, and i think those were a huge bunch to handle.
mentally, spiritually and physically exhausted.
PATIENCE.
just one more month..
all bad things will come to an end, just like the good ones do.
message left at 8/05/2009 11:33:00 pm
Sunday, August 02, 2009
whooshhhhhh
and so yesterday's frustrating day turned out to be a pretty fun one in the end.we were camwhoring like crazy and even qianying whom i met coincidentally there had to be our camera woman for a couple of shots. haas. love you girl!
the 'songs of the sea' was a bit dumb, but the water and light parts were amazing.
just couldn't shut my mouth cause i was so in awe. hahaha.
there were fireworks too okay!
fooled around with the lot before the musical and didn't have time to get dinner.
hence, we trained down to the prata shop near my place and ate there.
mee goreng was bad. bandung was good.
laughed at the movie that was playing on vasantham channel.
and finally, we went home.
horoscopes can be soooo true.
maxe's younger sis says i'm funny cause i'm always laughing.
so i told her that laughing is good and she said "i will laugh more."
and off i go to do my csas which is still untouched.
message left at 8/02/2009 12:38:00 pm
Saturday, August 01, 2009
liars.
i hate liars.people who said they were coming and then backed out at the last minute.
can't stand it.
"sit on them lah" that's what char and gang would probably say.
hahah.
lots and lots of problems recently.
just when are they going to disappear?
so annoying.
i hate having problems.
they make me frown. they make me cry. they make me angry. they make me feel stupid.
but things just don't go the way we want them to.
after i solved one problem, another arises immediately. like wth.
karma, you are supposed to make things right already!
too much bad luck recently is making me feel sick ):
message left at 8/01/2009 01:48:00 pm
Friday, July 31, 2009
TGIF again.
hoookayyy.i woke up one hour late today and yet managed to reach school 15min early.
haha. it's only cause i skipped breakfast.
joey lo just had to eat macs for lunch and it was the second time this week.
like omg. during sec school i really didnt touch macs at all can.
hahas.
shan and i went to t1 after school.
wanted to get my running shoes, but i wasn't fated to get them.
haha. i saw the hoodies at uniqlo and have decided i'm not going to buy the one from gap anymore.
weee~
shan got a hoodie for her sis's birthday, and she told me about how she bullied her siblings.
hahaha so naughty can!!
okay, that's about it.
message left at 7/31/2009 10:38:00 pm